Fear

The records are keep playing on my mind

Scene to scene

Moving so fast

Showing my stupidity in a chaos

My desperation was clearly stated

I was obviously confused

I was totally lost

With nobody could be trusted

Everyone's sight seen liked a big lie to me

They all looked like the players in a wicked comedy of life

They all were evils in disguise

Thus, that place was simply liked a stage of their show

and I was the one who had been fooled

The more I try to play back every single details,

the more I stuck in a deep hole of hesitation

Tears streamed down on my face

No, I couldn't fake it

I was full of fears

I stared at them, asking for help

Nobody gave their hand to help

I shouted

Nobody heard

Everyone agreed to be deaf only for that moment

I struggled on my own

An amazing coordinated crime

What a show!

Surprised surprised!

The man who should protect me,

he could only asked lots of sh*t questions over and over again-

for God dam*ed two hours.

HELL-OOO what was that all about??

Was it a joke for you, sir????

'Oh, it's just another case. Report it to us and enjoy your adversity'

That was what written on your face!

and the best scene was when I walked home alone

Convinced myself that it wasn't a bad dream

It was real, it's gone

Could it be worse??

A million pictures of my carelessness repeated on my mind, again and again

then a guilty feeling stroke me along way home

Led me to insanity

Slapped me once again by painful of losing

*I'm sorry mom & dad*