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Mbuhlah

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Rasanya lelah sekali untuk melangkah. Hanya ingin diam. Statis. Jarum jam berhenti berdetak. Make everything stop, stuck in this moment. I love it. Sunyi. Aku senang. Dingin. Hatiku mati. Hanya ingin sendiri. Kosong. Hampa. Aku suka. Ingin seperti ini lebih lama. Mataku menerawang nun jauh. Tak ada kehidupan di sana. Mata ini keruh oleh luka. Aku rapuh karena duka. Meskipun aku yakin hanya sementara. Namun aku mati rasa. Bodoh. Ya, aku tahu. Maaf, beri aku waktu untuk mundur sejenak. I lost in a stupid thing. I lost, and I feel like a loser. Maybe I am. (Hatiku menjerit, OF COURSE, I AM NOT!!) hahahaha I messed up. Sorry God, I'm just a human. I'm just a lil girl lost in a moment. And I'm so scare, but I don't show it :)

Diary: The Gejest 1st

Saya bukan korban Dan anda bukan tersangka Atau sebaliknya Tak ada yang salah Tak ada yang perlu disesali Kita hanya perlu melaluinya, Sendiri ataupun bersama Lalui Dan kebahagiaan itu pasti :) Tegakkan kepalamu, hadapi dunia, kawanku Tak ada yang sebegitu sulit jika kau percaya Semua ada titik baliknya

Fear

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The records are keep playing on my mind Scene to scene Moving so fast Showing my stupidity in a chaos My desperation was clearly stated I was obviously confused I was totally lost With nobody could be trusted Everyone's sight seen liked a big lie to me They all looked like the players in a wicked comedy of life They all were evils in disguise Thus, that place was simply liked a stage of their show and I was the one who had been fooled The more I try to play back every single details, the more I stuck in a deep hole of hesitation Tears streamed down on my face No, I couldn't fake it I was full of fears I stared at them, asking for help Nobody gave their hand to help I shouted Nobody heard Everyone agreed to be deaf only for that moment I struggled on my own An amazing coordinated crime What a show! Surprised surprised! The man who should protect me, he could only asked lots of sh*t questions over and over again- for...

Untitled

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danbo burried her love U made me stop even before I get started. The ending is already known Even before we begin I’ll bury this feeling deep down Therefore, no one will know No one needs to know No one..Including you. *** A secret has revealed. Feeling of getting hurt covered by joy that come along with it The uncertainty is over And so does the love that I've made for you It’s fading from now on I hope, When it comes the time for me to be in love I’ll find the right heart to be my shelter Maybe it’s not yours Maybe we are not made to be Maybe it’s just me :)