Love is Cinto

I just woke up this morning. As usual, it becomes the moment of truth in my life. That's how I call it. Time when any single repressed emotions shows up. So clear, pure, and honest. The voice of my deepest heart. As the Sun rising, As the time passing by, As any bad times I've been through, And so many challenges I've conquered. I'm rising up once again. Like I always say, There is a trade-off for every choice There is a consequence for every decision I made it. As I'm moving on, faster You are fading. I can't help it. For all the tears came out. For every pain I felt. That's all paid off. Now, I'm telling you baby I don't hate you nor love you. I just don't feel for you In other words, I'm getting over you^^ *yiiiiiiiiihaaaaaaaaaaa Jogja, early sunny morning in October 2010

If only tears could redeem this longing I would cry all night long Till my pains are washed away as I fall asleep And when I wake up, I'll remember it as a nightmare If only words could explain everything I wouldn’t need to break my heart Since I will run into you And say those magical words out loud Set me free from the spell I’m under No more pains No more a huge hole for keeping the love inside If only I had guts to admit it I wouldn’t need to stay up late Wishing and thinking bout you Like you are the only gravity If only I had choices I wouldn’t hate myself for being a foolish Couldn’t decide between two simply paths A path pulls me away from this pain Others lead me nowhere, just stay Even if I don’t know what I’m waiting for If only I could just disappeared It would be lovely Hehehehehehe

I understood, you had your own considerations. Whatever it was, I respected it. I fully accepted your final decision. All I have been doing is to help you. I'm glad you drive your own life. I only ask one thing. Please be true. Please take care of yourself, and be happy. (additional requirements, hehe) Although I can't be there anytime you feel vulnerable, Remember that my pray will always be with you. *** xoxo dear friends prayer is a weapon of a muslim

Love is a simple thing, isn't it? Unless you turn it into a complicated one. Well, I bet you are good on that I dare you to find a million reasons to reject it But you would end up the same Yeah, you are still in love Love comes in silence Without any announcement nor appointment Even worse, it doesn't ask for your agreement It surprised you with so many tastes Bitter Sweet Both Or a completely a new one Which you can't name it Just be brave to taste it 'Cause man, you are stuck in love *** Love could take any form of status It doesn't care 'bout common rules This mischievous thing makes its own rules Beyond any logic or sense and who can break it?? Everyone seems subject to it Love is a feeling, not a status People may name it People may not It doesn't care anyway It doesn't need it Just name it whatever you like So why do you put yourself in such a trouble? Questioned something unnecessarily Release your feeling Let it flows out And love would fi...

Ketika mimpi, cinta, dan realita berlalu begitu cepat tanpa sempat kitagenggam. Semua terasa bagaikan sebuah ilusi. Bayangan fatamorgana, yang tak pernah cukup waktu bagi ku untuk mendekapnya. Memahaminya. Atau bahkan sekedar mengaguminya. Terdiam. Membisu. Hampa. Tanpa kata. tatkala semuanya sirna, menguap..mengudara.. Hanya ditemani desiran angin yang berpacu bersama detak jantung. Menghanyutkan seluruh isi hati. Perasaan. Rasa, yang tak bernama, tak bertuan. Namun ia ada, tepat di dasar sana. Menyesakkan. Terlalu pahit melepas semua mimpi, cita, dan cinta. Memasrahkannya pada realita yang tak pernah kita nyana. Ah, baru aku menyadari sakitnya sebuah kehampaan. Kebisuan yang tercipta sebagai cermin kerapuhan. Pilunya sebuah perpisahan berselimut kegagalan. Asa ku pun menyublim bersama waktu. Seiring dengan pudarnya harapan yang pernah ku rangkai. dan doa yang pernah ku ucap serasa tak lagi bernyawa. Ia mati bersama dengan waktu. when you try your best but you don't succeed whe...

Life is like a play Our story was just a scene of millions other scenes We have a scenario written And a great Director whom should be obeyed Each person plays different role in life, just like a play *** All night long, I was wondering Why did you come into my life And then easily walked away Easily caught my heart Ruined my dreams Persuaded me to taste a poison what people called   LOVE And then left me dying Didn't realize what you gave to me Either a beautiful image or a beautiful lie Didn't know whether you are an angel or an evil It wasn't bothered me somehow Cause I believed in you But one more time, you proved me that I was wrong I know nothing I felt something that I believed as true But it was a big lie You left me at last Kept me trying to heal the pain on my own But supposed, I should thank to you for the immune I owed *** Love is like a game You played it so beautifully I could hardly believe it was ...

Love is a simple thing, isn't it? Unless you turn it into a complicated one I dare you to find a million reasons to reject it But it would end up the same You are still in love It comes in silence Surprise you with so many tastes Bitter Sweet Both Or something which completely a new one That you can't simply explain You can't named it All you need to do is FEEL it Be brave to taste it *** Love is a simple thing It could take any form of status It doesn't care about the name It doesn't even need a name Just named it whatever you like You would still feel the same So, Why do you put yourself in a trouble?   Questioned something unnecessarily Release your feelings Say it out loud Let love finds its own name LOVE would taste the same regardless of the name given